I miss my bed. I miss how it makes me feel. I would like just once to wake up in my own house on my own bed next to my wife and not have a kink in my back and neck. My new chiropractor loves this by the way. (Not really but we have gotten to know each other rather well these last few weeks based on the number of times he has popped my body back in place.) Needless to say it has been a uncomfortable few weeks.
Beyond the aches and pains I started at a new ministry. I traveled back and forth to sell and buy a house. I have lived with my in-laws for almost 6 weeks now. I went from a 5 minute commute to work to over 45 minutes when traffic is good. I went from knowing everyone’s names to knowing almost no ones.(cue Cheers music) OH and my wife is living in Grand Rapids and i see her on the weekends. Needless to say everything is different. Life has become uncomfortable and I am ok with it.
I do like life to be comfortable. I like to have a routine. I like things to be predictable. I really like to sleep in my own bed with my wife. However being uncomfortable has helped me know Jesus. Over 3 months ago my life was flipped on end. I said goodbye to some amazing people. I am serving in a new ministry. It isn’t comfortable but it is exactly where God needs me to be. Worship, prayer, and everything else is in my faith life is different. Jesus is in control and for that I am grateful.
So why bring up being uncomfortable. Is it so you can feel sorry for me? Is it so you can comment on this post and say we are praying for you or can we help? (please do pray for me and my children.) Really that isn’t the point. The point is being uncomfortable in this faith walk is a good thing. It reminds me of God and His work in my life. It reminds me that no matter how much I have planned and how comfortable I am He seems to find a way to make me uncomfortable so I can trust in Him, so I can follow Him.
When we get comfortable I think we tend to trust in ourselves. We trust in our choices, and abilities instead of trusting in Him. We trust our good fortune, or luck. We trust in everything but Jesus. We look to everything but Jesus. Here is the thing. We need Jesus. We need Him in His word, and sacrament. We need Him in our prayer life. We need Him in everything. Being uncomfortable has reminded me of Jesus’ work for me. Thank you Jesus for reminding me of my need for you. Thanks for making me uncomfortable!
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
2 Corinthians 12:9-10 NIV